Life Update: 2020

Hello friends! It has been a minute, hasn’t? I honestly stopped thinking about this blog because I was so uninspired for so long, but I finally feel some of my creative juices flowing. I thought until I am able to head to the the brewery, I’d just give a witchy life update! If you don’t care about any of this, than I ask you to come back next week when I publish some of the usual fare.

My life has been a mess. Recently I have been so inspired to write and be creative but I’ve been struggling with seasonal depression in a way I never have in the past. This has kept me almost confined to my bed every evening for two weeks, unable to stay awake for more than an hour once I get home from work. So I did a tarot reading last week just to get a little glimpse of hope, maybe? It was actually wonderful. I felt so much happier and hopeful after my reading. I won’t give you all the details but here is the breakdown.

This was a full moon tarot spread about lessons learned and what should be released with the full moon.

  1. What should I release? Queen of Cups (r) – imbalance between head and heart
  2. What should I retain? King of Cups – set more boundaries and find ways to re-balance my emotion + logic
  3. What am I receiving with the full moon? Five of swords (r), ace of pentacles, and knight of wands – making amends, a new financial or career opportunity (it’s about time, praise Satan…jk), ambition and success, and power.
  4. Are my surroundings impacting me? King of Cups (r) – Yes. This is why I am so moody and feel burnt out.
  5. What should I be giving? The Star – put out and give loving energy, give hope to others, return blessings that have been given to me
  6. What is Beginning? The Wheel of Fortune – things are looking up, friends! This card is indicative of a turning point and good luck.
  7. Lesson to be learned from this moon cycle? Death – woo scary! not really. This just means that something is going to end and I am going to transition into something better. This card heavily corresponds with the ace of pentacles and the wheel of fortune!

I’m really trying to be positive y’all. I’ve been drowning in boredom and sadness and I’m trying to make a comeback with a new job, new perspective, and new friendships. How is your 2020 going so far??

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